Lack of sleep can cause temporary insanity

So I go to bed around 4 am and around 5;30am my roommate decided to play Celine Dion tracks on her laptop and oh did I say it was on about 300% volume and as I nice as I am I ask her to reduce the volume and she does by about 20%Iexcuse my language but What The Fuck?? I then ask if I can give her an earpiece and she declines, OK cool.

I cover my ears with my pillow but still cant sleep,I get up and go to a friends room to have some sleep.Then I come back to my room and shes still as noisy as ever.I am still calm tho, but am getting angry but I'm calm.She starts talking on top of her voice I ask calmly for her to reduce her voice but still NO, so I take a mug and throws it at her head,I am normally a nice person I wouldn't normally do this but I was sleep deprived so I didnt actually regret it.

It hits her head n it cuts deep,I don't really mind and I go  back to bed .I wake up 4 hrs later and she has gone for stitches then I realize how badly I behaved,I apologize and now I really feel BAD but its not my fault i was sleep deprived and I WAS TEMPORARY INSANE.

confused

am confused,very confused.i may even b in a state of denial. Nothing is ever easy i know that,especially concerning love.when the person u love decides to walk away and gives u no reason.it hurts like hell u feel all kinds of feelings of depression ,u think.....where did i go wrong,what did i say wrong,what didn't i say wwwwwwwwwwwwoooooooooooooooooooooowwwww.memories do u no good either,every song reminds you of them,every image has something about them you remember.


There and then you remember you created a whole lot of memories with them.You look at pictures n u sit down to cry even the strongest  among us experiences this at least once in a life time,just when you think you are moving on they mysteriously appear in you life and look for the place they once had with you.



The question comes up here"WHAT DO YOU DO,LET THEM BACK IN OR MOVE AWAY" but remember love, emotions and feelings are a factor here.Nothing is impossible because the word "IMPOSSIBLE" breaks down to be "IM POSSIBLE"

                                      NOTHING SUCKS MORE THAN BEING IN THIS STATE

I need a friend who will not criticize me  but will rather listen to me and understand.I need some one i can open up to and tell all my secrets.where r you? In times of crises and he or she will be at my beck when i call n comfort me and want nothing in return cos when am happy that’s what makes him or her happy too.

When he/she askes “how are you?” really needs a  sincere answer not just the “i am fine” without being fine.All i want to understand the phrase “A friend in need is a friend indeed”

U CAN RELATE RYT??

i am not perfect i know that.i make mistakes and i regret for doing them,i tell u i messed up and all u do is throw it into my face when we have a perfect moment.we all make mistakes bt i forgive u long before you admit them thats cos i love you.why cant you just do the same??????

DEPRESSED

Have you ever had that feeling of wanting to talk but don’t really know who to talk to? U look though your phone contacts and U keep scrolling  then you get to that name,that special name n u realise no ‘i cant call this person any-more if i do ill be over stepping my boundaries’

,u miss that person so badly u get nostalgic of all the things u did and everything u see reminds you of that person .Damn this the person is ur ex not ur enemy why cant u guys talk? u can but u scared of opening wounds from all past experiences u don’t want to hurt the person and u don’t want to get sad either hmmmmm ………………………..LIFE IS NEVER FAIR

INSPIRATION

Little drops of water, little grains of sand, make the mighty ocean and pleasant land. Thus the little minutes make the ages of eternity. Thus our little errors make a mighty sin. Little show of kindness,little words of love make the earth an Eden. Little dispute may end a great friendship, little words said in love can heal a broken heart. Remeber the little things you do can make you or destroy you and others around you. What are the little things you do that makes this world worth living?

How times flies

Its funny how time flies when you are doing something you love,like watching a movie,hanging out with friends or just spending time with that special person.

All of a sudden time stops when you try to study or you are found in an uncomfortable situation.the second hand moves like the minute hand,the minute hand moves like the hour hand and the hour hand moves like a delayed ejaculation.slower than u have ever seen.

TIME HAS A FUNNY WAY OF PLAYING PRANKS ON US AND IT NEVER NEVER GETS OLD

The pang of jealousy

I hope am not alone in this,but sometimes I also get jealous.yes I do.I act like its all ok and fine but in real terms am not. I don’t like u in that company but since I don’t want to be classified as a nagging bitch I say ‘oh sure,have fun with your friends.’

It indeed takes a lot of effort to do that but I want you to be happy.that doesn’t mean am stupid.ill also try and have fun my own way and oh yes I hide my hurt very well but remember NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.without noticing it ill emit some signs am sorry dear but ur actions make and unmake me.don’t ever forget am free spirited and I can adapt easily but KARMA IS A BIG FAT BITCH.it gives you things when u least expect it.

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hmmmmm Life has never been easy, and it never is.Mostly you look back and realise all the things you had and wasted.Damn that hurts like hell especially when you need that moment.Sometimes you think of the way your first love broke your heart and you never got over it(i know the feeling),you fall in love all over again but…………………………(fill in the blank space).

“Asem kese be si a frankaa nsiso”.you never see it coming,(no actually you do but you don’t care much).Then it happens wow it feels good,(it always does).Then you try and live life like each day is your last cos you have been through a lot and didn’t like the feeling.

Then things get weird,you don’t talk as much and then you really don’t want to go your separate ways cos u know deep down you love this person, but you feel you are treated less than a friend is treated hmmmmmmmmmmmmm what do you do?