I never actually believed in Karma,but i believed that to every action there was opposite and equal reaction(n I don't really believe in the equal part too) but anyway i also believe any thing one does,one receive a reward whether good or bad.
I believed this but i had never really experienced this till............................................................Not to make matters worse,i actually made a big mistake and nothing seems to be right ever since.Even the 'E' button on my laptop is stuck cos i decided to write this blog.How worse can this get and its actually frustrating the hell out of me.I spend my time and everything trying to do whats right but i don't see it paying off.am STRESSED.I have lost my best friend and my boyfriend all in one.
I have found a new friend i talk to but i want my best friend back. I really do.Funny enough someone told me not to put pressure on him and actually i don't know what the 'pressure' is supposed to mean.I can say am SORRY a thousand times and do my best but it will never be enough.
Have you done something so bad you cant forgive yourself and no matter how many times the person you offended says ave forgiven you,you cant seem to believe that you have been forgiven??? that's how i feel now :-)
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