Hurt

You didn't love her.You just didn't want to be alone or maybe,she was good for your ego or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life but you didn't love her because you  don't destroy people you love in any way.

Life is simple if you would make it that way.I understand its complicated but its just a matter of principle.Its either you want something or you don't. You don't keep someone hoping you would one day miraculously fall in love with them.Just state what you want.If its just sex say it,if its company just say it so who ever thinks about the whole thing and if he/she will go for it ,the person knows what to expect.It wont be easy to make a decision but when its made things are so easy.

BEING HONEST IS NOT EASY(I CAN ATTEST TO THAT) BUT HEY TRY IT AND U MIGHT NEVER KNOW WHATS IN STALL FOR U.